Kevin

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hello. im writing in here because its still early and i have nothing else to doo. also i clearly havent written in here in a while. i slept at nameesh's last night but we pretty much stayed up all night as usual. i slept for maybe an hour. we watched i know who killed me which i LOVE. im so glad midterms are over. not like they bother me much anyways since i like getting out early..theyre just stressful. i think i did relatively well on all of them except english :/ that vocab caught me by surprise!

last night was a bad way to start off my weekend. all of my friends went to hayworth in providence and i had to work. it sucked because i was looking forward to going. work was shitty on top of that and then on my way home i got pulled over. 170$ speeding ticket. great. there goes my new ipod. i was really pissed but whtvr fk it. hopefully today will be better.

so lately ive been thinking a lot more about my future. high schools winding down even though im still a junior i can already feel the rush. i have a few ideas of what i'd like to do after high school already. my mom laughed at me but its all good she'll see soon enough. hopefully i can help people or make them happy in whatever i end up doing. thats what everyone needs to work on right now anyways..working together to make this world a better place. im so glad obamas presidenttt. emily mary ashley and i skipped lunch on tuesday to watch the inauguration in the history wing...that is until mr. maloney yelled at us......faggot.

lately ive been listening to a lot of donora and lady gaga. soo good. i just cant wait for the summer so i can pump music with windows down and dance all night with good friends. i really am just tired of this weather. springs right around the corner though i can feeeel it. its 40 degrees out today too :).

p.s. i need you bbii dont let me down

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fuck it.

hi everyone. i havent written in here in a while. mainly because they blocked it at school and i never have time at home. a lot has been changing like i predicted. new year fresh start. i have a new job thank god. im a busboy at fitzys pub. its not as bad as it sounds, really. i get part of the tips the waitress's make and get to work with my sister which is cool. we have kareoke thursdays which is awesome! also i now make 8$ an hour which is more than i made at mcdonalds and i dont have to deal with b1TTch$.

i got a new camera for christmas finally. its the nicest one ive ever had and doesnt have a cracked screen! aha. ive been getting a lot more into photography again now that im able to take photos and last night decided to start a filmography project which should be done by the beginning of february if i stay focuseeeed.

im actually in the library right nowin 4th period. im guessing they unblocked it for some reason. i finished typing my english essay early so thought id catch up on my lj. molly dubuc keeps peeking over at my screen. mind your own business and yes your margins are messed up.

im working tonight and tomorrow night at 5. there goes my weekend :(! hopefully i can still do some fun things in between with friends. sunday def! i miss leah and lauren so im excited to see them.

i cant wait to get my first paycheck. i already know what pair of jeans im getting 8]. and i need a new ipod. yeh i definitly need a new ipod. mine doesnt hold all my music and i love all my music. ill sell my ipod touch to molly for 50$...thats a good deal right? sometimes it freezes but she dont need tuh know DatZz. i think i might be wearing too many braceletes. yeah its obnoxious, i never really noticed. well this big blue one raquel got me for christmas definitely is haha sorry raquel.

i hate this cold weather. it makes my lips dry and my head swell up into a balloon. i want warmmmmm weatherrr and friendss that will sleep with me on the grass. yes i want summer. spring first though, i cant wait for the smell.

im sick of trying to talk to people. its really annoying. no ones interesting enough or they just dont care. i just want some excitement PIZZAH! is that too much to ask? apparently. lets take it back to last year. WHOA. im not making those mistakes again. nope. i know i just have to wait...but i CANT WAIT! i just want a rushhh i suppose. maybe thats why ive been getting into other things so much. for a rush that i need. idk that sounds kind of pathedic. i just want to really LIVELIFE. i still feel like im waiting for something.

i had study first today which really pissed me off because i hauled ass up from tucker this morning by myself with some serious wind chill. but mary and ashley made me laugh sooo hard that i was clapping. i would. "if i had a softball stuck in my head i would put a knit hat on it." idkidkidk SEXXIIII. i need serious medz for my sickness. i hatee thisss.


RELAX...DONT DO IT....whennn you wannTT toooo goo toOooOo itt


i hope tonight is fun..and i dont do anything stupid. all i want to do right now is honestly get an arizona and freak out to millionares in my car. Cun Y3w HunDLLe iTT?

its been an interesting year. MANY new memories and new friends. i feel like 2009 will have even more change in it.



happy new year.

you make my mood ring turn blue, everytime.

wadup info. so mr. giorgi just asked me why i wasnt in info on wednesday and i had to make some bullshit lie up about how me and kelly walked to the pep rally early even though that was stupid since kelly was absent but he fell for it. was it even worth skipping info to jump into emilys car with ashley and nikki F and go die nikki F's hair? DUH.

i finally got home from new hampshire last night and then went mcdonalds with kelly and jordan. i missed them so much! i cant believe i have algebra 2 next. its going to be sooooo fucking boring. this whole day is so boring and then i have work 2:30 to 7. so shitty. susans gonna make me do dishes i just know it. hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Rick shmuark just asked me about kaitys boyfriend and i was all yeh he lives in maine and then VIKKI B was like mah friend alyshias boyfriend is up in D.C. and i was like you mean down in? i hate this info. i wannnnttttttttttttttttt french classsss so i can talk to kaity about tomorrow! we're either doing branches or a new video.

shit the bell!

im in new hampshire and im soooo glad im catching internet. since my phone has 0 service i would of died. these past couple days have been so tiring. i see snow! the house is so nice just like we left it last time. my favorite thing in it would have to be the huge fireplace. it took so long to get here and i felt dead the whole way since i got nooo sleep from shopping all night.


siQQ antler lights^




raquel vanessa andreia and i started out at wrentham around 10...we had to wait around there for 2 hours for the stores to open. once they opened we shopped around for a couple hours but its not like theres many good stores there so we were just waiting for emerald to open at five. i met up with kelly emily mary ashley and nichole for a little and we watched a classy little show at the fudgery. around 3 andreia dropped me and the twins off at my house where we ate leftover stuffing and then took a nap in my bed until 4:10. then we went to emerald mall and waited inside for the stores to open. we shopped there until 6 and then went to target. target was definitly crazy but not as crazy as pac-sun in wrentham. overall im very happy with my purchases but i still have so much more to buy. im hoping this weekend will be nice and not annoying. i just want to relax and enjoy the snowy mountains. WOO

happy thanksgiving!

last night was a lot of fun. raquel vanessa lauren leah and i went to antonios then providence place mall and then taco bell where nameesh and andreia met up with us. then we went to leahs house where we filmed a spoof of twilight and a couple dance videos hahaha it was great. nameesh and i slept over leahs and watched "the story of O" what an adventure. it was all about a castle in france where woman are kept as sex slaves and the men can do whatever they want with them whenever they want. it was so strange. the woman had to wear clothes that exposed their body parts at all times but they were allowed to leave the castle at any time...they just stayed there willingly to "learn obedience" the only part i didnt really understand was when the black maid started making out with O after she got her whipping. i liked the end.

the turkey isnt even done yet and ive already eaten so much...yuck. i just want stuffing please. and mashed potatoes mMmMmMmm. my 10 year old cousin is talking about her 5th grade gossip. poor thing has no clue whats coming. i miss those days but they were so boring compared to now.

tonight raquel vanessa andreia and i are going to wrentham at midnight for black friday. i have so much shopping i need to get done for christmas so im hoping to get a lot of good deals on stuff i want to get for people. at 5 a.m. emerald is opening and then we're going there. then at 8 a.m. me and my family are driving to new hampshire for the rest of the weekend! its gonna be a crazy 12 hours. im excited to go though. we stay in this big mansion that my dads friend owns. it has 5 bedrooms and a pinball machine, air hockey, indoor basketball, and fusebol! its so sick. i cant wait to see the snowy mountains.

i miss jordan so much and cant wait to see her :). recent events have led me to realize i love my friends more than anything and am so thankful for having all of them in my life. thats definitly what im thankful for this thanksgiving, all of my amazing friends. i love you all so much.

nameesh.kelly.jordan.emily.kaitlyn.mary.raquel.vanessa.leah.lauren.andreia.ashley.vinny.dylan.liz.jessica

thank you for showing me the real you.

now im disgusted.

WOO! im at kellys with kel vinny and ashley. todays so weird. i took emilys 3-7 shift for her. sucks but i need the $$$$. whereee did my combos go? tonight im going to the midnight showing of twilight with mary and jordan :) im so so so so so so excited. ive been hearing people are going at 7 to wait in line to get goood seats. FK THAT. ill probably go at 11? i hope i can still get a good seat.

i still need to finish breaking dawn. last thursday night jordan mary and i camped outside the mall in boston to meet robert pattinson but my midnight we were too cold and wet...we thought we might of passed out so we left aha and went to thayer at like 4 a.m. SHOUT OUT TO MAH GURRL SHAUNA FROM MAINE...hope you got to meet him sexy.

ashley quotes from today.."he was wearing green eye shadow, i thought he was heath ledger" "ive never heard anyone call it teepee"

i watched such a good trulife the other day. the one with the girl that moves to new zealand and goes to that private school. i noticed that most people in private school are druggies. and for the ones that aren't..you can pay for school but you cant buy class. i liked how the school in new zealand gave out toasties with lolli in the morning. that would be sick if they did it here.

i cant wait for next weekend..thanksgiving then black friday then new hampshire :).

lifeeees good.


but if i ever got the chance i'd still drive to the stars with someone..

so my sister put gold stripes in my hair yesterday. she calls it the V formation. as if my hair didnt look bad enough with my new haircut already. i dont know why i let her do it. IT LOOKS SO BAD. i look like a pedafile...or bobby smith on crack. im gonna make her take it out today even thought andreia raquel and lindsay said they love it. idunno.

me and kaity have honestly still not finished filming our new video. we never have enough time. we're hoping to finish today after school though. its really annoying to have to put on the same exact outfit you wore last week over and over again.

mr. giorgi just gave me my school i.d. i honestly look like a peacock. should i even bother taking retakes though? my hair will be short and i never ever have good school pictures so whats even the point. who cares. i cant believe the librarian took my arizona when i walked in. its okay though i feel bad because she has a hunchback.

i had a doctors appointment last night and they gave me the flu through a nasal spray but supposedly my immune systems supposed to fight it. i asked the nurse what happens if it cant fight it and she said "that suckss".

i was sort of depressed all weekend over stupid shit even though its still bothering me. sleeping over leahs monday night with everyone definitaly cheered me up though, it was really fun even though i got like an hour of sleep hahaha. me nameesh and vanessa went on a taco bell runn at 1 and then stopped by ryans to give him his empinada..."erosion!"..."baby you remembered the word!"


i havent taken any photos in a long time. ive been so caught up with filming. i need a new job. definitly need a new job. the bells gonna ring. im gonna try and snatch back my arizona. see yuh!

ive been so confused with everything lately. relationships are wearing..me..out. sometimes i feel like i cant go a day without most of my friends annoying me. everyones fake to me lately or just a shitty friend. i dont know what to do or say. i usually just dont do anything. sometimes i just wish everything was different, that everyone could get along.....but then i get reminded..."its high school". i shouldn't of been surprised when i found out about the people who HATE me. when asked why they hate me they said "ugh just because".......................rightttt. i never did anything to you...actually i havent even talked to you in months so whats the problem? lifes too short for all of that bullshit.

people are blood-thirsty liars. i dont even know what/who i want anymore now. i kind of just want to sit in my room with a charcoal pencil and some paper and DO WORK. all night. yes thatd be niceee. i feel like im lost in a sea of thoughts and i dont know what to think or where to goooo.

november 14 im hoping to meet Robert Pattinson in Boston. i wonder if i'll buy a t-shirt on time. even if i dont Kaity and me will still have fun. we've been trying to finish a new video for over a week now but keep having complications. i think we'lll finish it today though. well hopefully.





i miss my hair SO much

imininfoimininfo.

tomorrows halloween :). soo yesterday i got a sick vintage purple and teal windbreaker from the 80's. i think mr. giorgis jealous. i also got sick teal shorts that i have been looking for for quite some time. i dont know yet if im dressing up in my costume for school tomorrow. i probably will. im so excited for the murder mystery party saturday but i dont know what im wearing still :0! everyone keeps bitching about how awkward its going to be. oh my word just shutup and dance! today seems like its going to be such a long day which is super annoying. i have to finish my algebra 2 test next period..GREAT.

so souped no school tuesday..i already know what im doing :). since im suspended from work until i cut my hair this weeks been so good...just chillin everyday with people. eventually i guess i might have to cut my hair unless i find another job that isnt sexist.

its so cold every morning on the walk to school from tucker. I HATE IT. im sooo tired i just want to go to sleep. me and kaity started filming a video yesterday but someone she knew died so she had to go home. we're hoping to continue it today. time goes by sooo slowwww some days.


hmm my favorite party of yesterday was in iparty when sam grabbed the megaphone and pom poms and that little black girl was watching him cheer. i hate my informational. im so boreed. PEA SUH

back to info!

there are signs all over the library to go to richer picture or some crap but when i put in my username and password it doesnt work...oh.

lip sync was so much fun last night. the sophomores did really well and looked cute up on stage but it just stinks juniors got third becaue we worked so hard :/. whatever we'll win next year obviously. spirit weeks been really fun. i cant wait for class clash tonight. ive never been so i hope its fun. GO JUNIORS!

mary and jordan are sitting in emilys car at tucker. lucky b1tCh3z. im thinking of joining them. i really am not looking forward to physics. the room is cold and the teacher is so mean. i wonder why he hates his life so much.

me and kaity are making a video today :) i hope my camera is charged enough. we didnt plan for it to much but it should be fine. i cant wait to spend time with her today..i have so much to talk to her about. shes one of the only people who talks to me about my life and actually cares. i luff kaitykatt fo lifez.

I FIXED MY IPOD ADAPTOR! siqq. i just got in a serious dispute with mr. giorgi about who was better in lip sync. he says the freshman were better than the juniors.............thats a joke.

im excited for the halloween show tomorrow night. im working 3-7 which i cant do because of the show so i need someone to work for me. me and leah are getting ready together and then taking sick field photos. i miss all of them so it should be nice. nameesh wants to be conjoined twins but i told him it would be uncomfortable hahaha he says he'll just be me. he'll probably just run around wearing a headband screaming SHABABY.

no gymmm today. "he he he tis tis dats silleh he hah cum bak" marebear fo l!f3z<3

theres the bell. pce

WAH! ive been so busy lately. i havent had a chance to write in here in forever, mainly because ive been taking necap testing and missing informational period but tomorrows my last necap :).

SPIRIT WEEK!
yesterday for character day i was edward cullen and gabby was bella swan :). today i wore my blue and red tye dye shirt for tye dye day and tomorrow i dont have much to wear for pirate day! i think ill just wear a black bandanna headband.

im so so so excited for lip sync tomorrow. im hoping to see all of you there.

i miss nameesh kayla lauren leah and emily :( but other than that i've been really happy lately :)

im gonna take a shower now and go to sleeeep.

goodnight